I would like to take this opportunity to thank, that special someone, who helped me go through a period of time, when I was at my lowest. Thanks for making me feel beautiful. Thanks for this song.
Spoken: Don't look at me
Every day is so wonderful And suddenly, i saw debris Now and then, I get insecure From all the pain, I'm so ashamed
I am beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring me down I am beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring me down So don't you bring me down today
To all your friends, you're delirious So consumed in all your doom Trying hard to fill the emptiness The piece is gone left the puzzle undone That's the way it is
You are beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring you down You are beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring you down Don't you bring me down today...
No matter what we do (no matter what we do) No matter what they say (no matter what they say) When the sun is shining through Then the clouds won't stay
And everywhere we go (everywhere we go) The sun won't always shine (sun won't always shine) But tomorrow will find a way All the other times
'cause we are beautiful no matter what they say Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no We are beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring us down Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today Don't you bring me down today
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I cannot believe my school. I had to do 3 hours of corrective work order for forgetting to tap my attendance card once. Though I know I'm in the wrong, but first time offenders already have their names on a list that Mr Teo kindly showed it to us today. Anyway, I don't see the logic in having 3 hours of corrective work order if you forget to tap your card, and only 2 when you're late. I think the latter is more serious right? I don't know anymore. I did my first hour refilling whiteboard markers. How fun. I can still smell that horrible fumes that emanate from the ink refills. Colin actually went to smell it, for people say that you will become high doing it! Hahahaha!
I don't like my new timetable. Sad to say, I miss Zhirong, for he is someone kind of nice to talk to if he stops remembering about his ego. Actually, I miss mel and the guys a lot more too. Its sad that we don't really have time to talk to each other except during civics and before assembly. As dear bao would say, LIFE SUCKS...
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I have decided that my current favourite artist is Christina Aguilera. My iTunes playlist is only playing songs from her now. Yay!
Few days back, tis and I had to go to school for danceworks practice. The gate was closed, but we decided that we should climb it.
Once we finished climbing a gate, we realized that the other gate was also locked. And guess what, we had to climb another gate! This one even taller than the one before.
After climbing the second gate, i was kind of tired, so I wanted to climb up the hill (its was a short cut). It was kind of steep, so I had to get down on all fours to do it. Tis (cough) so kindly told me I looked like a lizard. *thanks so much for that encouragement tis...* She couldn't climb up the hill though, because her shoebag was too heavy, and when she tried to throw it up, it went rolling back to her. So she decided to take the long way.
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I realized that I did not want to climb any more gates, but after danceworks, stupid ol' me went with tis to climb under the school side gate. The floor was kinda dusty, and as tis so kindly put it, I had a certain 'design' on my shirt. Jeez. It was so embarassing. I bet the people at the bus stop were snickering to themselves.....
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danceworks was depressing. Though, the goodie bag was nice, except for that hot pink and yellow umbrella. Who would want to be caught dead in it?? Now, if I had a camera, I would show it to you.
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I feel terribly apologetic to mel. I kept leaving the Zhenghua Primary School Camp due to commitments for dance. Thanks so much for helping me in one way or another!!
The kids in ZHPS were really cheeky. They had nicknames for each other, got into fights, teased me about everything under the sun... Thanks for Joanna, who helped me with so many things too!
I miss them. But I bet I'll forget their names really soon, since my memory always fails me regarding these things. Only two names still stand out. LiSi and Rafi. Don't know why though.
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Watched Letters from Iwo Jima with the History students yesterday. It was quite scary, as in the loud noises, and the horrific things that actually happen during war times. Now that I've seen this movie, my conviction on world peace have strengthen tremendously.
This was taken by mel in Starbucks, with tis, jo and I. Looking at these photos, I really miss the times 04 girls spend together. Thanks Jo, for having that 04 girls outing!!! Happy Birthday in advance!!!
i saw her hold hands with some boy after the Zhenghua Primary trial run thing. She said she had something on, and needed to go home, then we saw her entering Bukit Panjang Plaza. Hence, Jo, Tis and I decided to follow her, since we are sad and we have nothing better to do, and see what happens??
SCANDAL.
hmph. Apparently he's called Sean. I mean like Sean? Its spelled like Bean or something. Hence, i shall call him Bean.
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I talked to my primary school classmate today!!! But I couldn't remember her name because she has changed. Alot. Glasses = no more Hair = from long to short Skin Colour = from fair to tanned Height = um.. taller. Therefore, I shall write her name here in case I forget about it. Joyce.
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I was just thinking, that toes and fingers are actually quite weird. As in, look at your toes for example. Five small things sticking out of your leg. If you look at it from an alien's point of view, its so abnormal. What differentiates something normal and abnormal anyway? The majority of the society. Its the same with views on how pretty one is. I realized that girls here obsess more about their weight and figure than in countries like Vietnam, or Thailand. *gasp* *horror* Its the dangerous, western influence!!! Ahhhh...
Really hope NJ did well, so we can say "hahaha! pwn you HC and RJ people!"
I was listening to music, when I heard the Rainbow Connection song on radio.
This is for you mulanese. Missing you guys loads and loads.
(esp. to my <3)
haha!
Why are there so many Songs about rainbows And whats on the other side Rainbows are visions Theyre only illusions And rainbows have nothing to hide So weve been told and some chose to Believe it But I know theyre wrong wait and see
Someday well find it The rainbow connection The lovers, the dreamers and me
Who said that every wish Would be heard and answered When wished on the morning star Somebody thought of that And someone believed it And look what its done so far Whats so amazing That keeps us star gazing What so we think we might see
Someday well find it That rainbow connection The lovers the dreamers and me
All of us under its spell We know that its probably magic
Have you been half asleep And have you heard voices Ive heard them calling my name Are these the sweet sounds that called The young sailors I think theyre one and the same Ive heard it too many times to ignore it Theres something that Im supposed to be
Someday well find it The rainbow connection The lovers, the dreamers and me
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To tis: please. i look gross in that hot pink tube. yuck. at least yours is white. Have i ever mentioned how much i dislike hot pink???
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I saw the love letter that the stalker got. Finally. This was how our conversation went.
HIM: Umm.. can you do me a favour please?
ME: Huh? ok.
HIM: I want you to read something. Do you recognise the handwriting?
(stares at the folded paper)
ME: no.. I'm sorry
HIM: oh. ok. bye!
(he waves)
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did I mention that the letter really look like its written by a girl? With flowers, and pink pens and all, when its well, written by the opposite sex.
I think its quite sad. I mean. He obviously thinks its a real love letter. Having it with him everyday. Even though he's stalkerish and everything.
Oh well.
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Zhirong confessed. He confessed to being a girl!
ME: So.. you're like my mei mei* right? *little sister
ZR: Nooo... Shouldn't it be jie jie* instead, since I'm older than you? *older sister
AH! He acknowledged the fact that he's female!
hahahaha.
Funny things happen when Ha, ZR, and I are together.
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TIME TO SEW THE STUPID DEMENTOR-LIKE CLOAK THAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO FOR DANCE. HOW TO SEW???
My piano exam was horrible. Therefore, I shall not talk much about it.
I'm just thinking, whether I should continue or switch to a different instrument altogether?
Maybe something different like guzheng? flute?
I absolutely detest my dance costume. The tube is ridiculously short. I covered myself up, and jamie had to try and get my cover away from me. Jeez. Its not that I think I'm fat or anything, I'm just uncomfortable with revealing that huge amount of skin. Call me prude or whatever. I don't want to look like those underdressed girls I see in Orchard.
I just found out what FYI means! It stands for 'For Your Information'
FYI: Danceworks competition, 130pm at Ngee Ann City, 11 March. If you want to, come. If you don't want to, don't.
Monday, March 19, 2007
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