I said I hated you. Sorry. It was horrible of me, and I know that no matter what you have done to piss me off, I should not have said that. I am really sorry. SYF is around the corner, and everyone is super busy. Jolynn asked me today why I didn't join syf. I realize that everyone around me are joining art groups to be into the syf, and looking at NJ's past standards, its not difficult to get a reasonable so called 'result. But then look past all of these awards and prizes and stupid things. Why join a cca if you don't really have any interest in it? I would rather join something I really really feel passionate about (despite the huge cliche because its true). But of course, if along the way, you really discover a passion for that particular activity that you're working then I think that joining the cca will definitely be worth it. I was surfing the net and I so this really cool motorbike. Therefore, it shall be my desktop picture till I find something cooler! Sometimes when time goes by, I really feel that I'm missing out on many things in life. Friends and events passes along like a breeze, no one really stopping to allow the other to catch up with them. I really hope that I do not make the same mistake I've been doing for every year of my past. Not keeping in contact with my friends. I'm not a really sociable person, I don't take the initiative to start talking. I'm trying to change that. I really am. To show my appreciation, I want to dedicate this song to 04. Especially to mel, gladd, nat, jolynn, tis, mer, celle, sam etc.
Though I have, sadly and pathetically, not watched Titanic, this is for you guys. Thanks.
Monday, April 2, 2007
