DELICIOUS. Just went out with my family for a late night feast and ate roti prata and milo godzilla. Yum Yum Yum!
Everything is in a mess in my life but I've decided that I should just let things run its course and not get too frustrated with it.
My life revolves around dance more than studies now and its seriously a huge problem. I need to buck up on my studies. Mugging everyday since I need to improve my chem and math.
I am not a science person.
ARTS.ARTS.ARTS.ARTS.ARTS.ARTS.
Horrible chain of events happening though. One of the worst is that I might not be able to dance anymore. My mum, aunt and I had this conversation where they asked if I'm so involved in dance, why not pursue a career in dance?
I might not be a genius, but I know my limits.
However, someone told me just the other day when I was 'complaining' about my problems, that I don't need a stage to dance. I can dance anywhere, even if only in my heart. Its really true, although it might be saddening, but if the worst happens, at least I won't be cut off from this thing that brings me so much joy despite the occasional sadnees and anger.
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Two huge tubs of Ben&Jerry's sit silently in the freezer. So tempting. I open one, Attempt to guzzle it down. Got caught. The two tubs are still sitting quietly. I'm waiting For that rainy day to come When I can open them And relish in delicious cold Ice-cream.
Sunday, December 2, 2007