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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
On the car ride home, listening to Gold 90fm, and this ridiculous song was aired. The lyrics went something like.. The girl sings: "I'm a one man woman" And the guy goes: "But I'm a two timing man"
What the?!?
It was so hilarious, more so when my dad knew the lyrics to the song! However, I can't say much about the singers of our generation too. Listen to the lyrics of Gold-digger. I think its by 50 cent.
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Dear S I hope you find the strength in yourself To continue on with life. Even though she isn't there anymore, She'll always be looking over you. Please don't stress yourself And talk to me alright?
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Leukaemia is something frightening and not as far away as we believe it to be.
Just want to dance and dance and dance and dance and dance.
Oh my 'tian'. I give up. I'll join Facebook like the millions and billions of people around the world. Reason? I need to check out some pictures that my friends from Italy is posting. But I don't think I'll add friends or anything. Unless they do so. Oh well.
PE was tiring. REALLY TIRING. Ran 2.4 and I deproved. Barely went below 1130. ARGH. I HATE RUNNING!!!Hmm. Is this a dance thing? What's more, was that the PE teacher offered to help improve our standards by asking us to come down on Thurs to run. I should stop whinging. That I know. My PE teacher is really nice, its just that I do not exactly fancy running.
Anyway, I am annoyed AGAIN! [big surprise? no?] This is all because of s***** possum. Wanted to go for chem, but I forgot to bring my timetable [my fault I know]. Anyway possum, even though he went for lunch with mel and I, didn't want to tell me our venue for chem. WTBBQ!
Thankfully I had the presence of mind to try to reach class 15 mins before it started. BUT NO!!!! Because I had no idea where it was, and most people did not have lunch before Chem and were in some class... I spent 10++ mins walking up and down the stairs. ALL BECAUSE OF S***** POSSUM.
WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST TELL ME THE VENUE?!?! ITS NOT AS IF YOU DIDN'T KNOW!!!
... I will never ever not bring my timetable AGAIN.
Since I had tuition, kind of did math for around 4.5 hrs non-stop. Did not even eat dinner 'til around 2230. Now, I should be doing GP AQ, but I needed a rest.
I hope I dream of cranberries. Yum Yum. And I think I need to stop being so easily bribed - by food.
I am super pissed. What the hell is wrong with people?!?! Doesn't anyone understand that I DON'T FREAKING WANT MY ADD TO BE ADDED ON TO THE LIST IN OTHER PEOPLE'S BLOGS?!?! Don't make me change blogs again.
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On the happier note, dance practice was quite fun, however, I was doing it in pain for a have a strained muscle in my right leg. It is quite painful to move about in. Also, catch-phrases for our Faculty of Dance shirts are finalized!
As I was so bored today and had nothing much to do, went to sit in for Econs remedial. Good thing that it actually helped me quite a bit. The only problem being that I can only have lunch at 3+.
Was blog surfing for a while, and saw Mel's blog! Look what I found!
You should have traveled the world. You're outgoing and you like to try new things. You'd do great in a college environment, but you won't be able to focus on school until you fulfill your inner desires to get out and see the world.
10 and 12. They are just numbers to me. I don't understand how some people can be cold and unfeeling, when I just feel so empty. I'm not going to pity anyone, for I hate it when people pity me. Just know that I'll always be there for you guys k?
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I really need to thank zong, reg, magnus, rach.chew, x-brother, priya and xiaobai for being there for me. I know I can be kind of crazy and stuff, but having you all around really makes my days more fun.
Dancing is tiring. It requires alot of time and effort. What's the point of just signing up for something if you know that you may not be able to do/cope with it? It was your decision, so bloody well stick with it.
If I sound kind of irritated, I think its partly due to the EXCESSIVE INTAKE of Macdonalds. After performing for the charity concert thing in school, we went to KAP yet AGAIN. What was worse was that we wanted to get a bite at KFC, but it was about to close. How annoying.
But, that is not the point. The point is that I am eating way too much unhealthy food!!!!
FAM!!?!?!
I need good and healthy food!!!
I just caught a beetle and I don't know what to do with it!!!! Its like trapped under some random cup I found. Eeuch.
After rehearsal, went to KAP AGAIN, and saw wilbert.tedja, colin.ee, 'yinsheng', ern.est... Reg and I shared CURLY FRIES!!! Yes.. I know that they are carcinogenic. I really need to stop eating fast food. Its so unhealthy!
Revelations for today!!
1. RADIO AND STEREO ARE ANNOYING 2. Exco meetings are fun! 3. SEA.Hist is so tiring and tough! 4. No one should wear socks with holes in them 5. Vectors = TOUGH 6. GL, although sometimes a tad annoying with the 'untying shoelace thing' (no offence gl..haha), can be so wonderful. He saved my life by giving me FOOD when I was so exhausted from running. 7. My stamina has dropped droppeddropped... 8. I don't like ironing much. 9. Sleeping whenever you are free is GOOD!
Had dance today!! Learned the choreo for the 'cane' dance, and found out that h-ting was sexy! haha! Congrats to those who got chosen as spice girls, the traffic warden, drug trafficker and the 'commoners', for everyone of you are equally important. Lets work hard together and get that shield!!!
However, something dampened my spirits today, those in d-works should know why. Am I not putting enough effort? Not trying hard enough? Or do I just plainly suck? ARGH. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. I JUST WANT TO HELP THE TEAM AND DO MY PART WELL FOR DANCEY-WORKS.
I'm sick and I've been eating Macs TWICE already. Do not really have a choice, for KAP is near to school, and when the canteen is closed and have to order in food, Macs is most convenient. Its really sad when people around me CONSTANTLY remind me that fries are carcinogenic, plus the fact that I don't exactly LOVE Macs. FAM!! I NEED GOOD FOOD!
New year resolutions ARE A WASTE OF TIME. Seriously. Why waste time making them when they are so hard to follow!??!? I need to study study study study. I don't care if I have no life. Dance makes everything interesting for me so I guess it should be enough.
What'll happen when I don't go for cca anymore?!?!?! [I don't even want to think about it]
I love WD. Love our exco. You guys brightened up today for me. Thanks!
I know I know. I should be mugging. I'm waiting for some s***** thing to download so.. voila.
Had a 'gossip' session with cal, rach, zong today. Thinking about it, I don't think its really right for me to say whether or not I have an impression of someone. People may have said they have a good impression of me when I'm dancing, but honestly speaking I don't have much of an impression of myself. This is not trying to be modest or anything. Its just the fact. My friends might argue and say its not true. I believe you guys, I just don't believe it myself. Anyway, in my batch, there were so many fantastic dancers that, no offence, cannot be compared to the dancers in wd now.
I guess those that really left a great impression of me thus far are (not counting shiwei and chiitarng), krystle, nina, grace, steph, dismas, jamie, and tis. I'm not including the 07-08 batch though. I don't think its really fair since I only had a year with them. Tis, don't scream. I guess I'll explain why, since you're the only one out of all of them that'll read my blog. I guess you impressed me as time went by. Like how you'll always claim that you can't do the girl dances, and end up doing them so well. Your style is unique yet you manage to blend in during group dances. Yup. haha. Don't get your ego inflated, and don't deny it. If you deny it, you're a bozo. A hot bozo.
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Today, 9 people have said that I'm weird... and I'm still counting. Hahaha. I've realized only just, that since I can't fight with them, join them! Therefore, WEIRD IS COOL.
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Econs was great. Studied only for a few minutes due to me arriving home super late last night, and I DON'T NEED TO GO FOR REMEDIAL for I didn't get 3/5 and below!! YAYAYAYAY. PLUS, another happy thing today was... THE KNOWLEDGE THAT WE'RE GOING TO GET OUR WD SWEATERS TOMORROW!!
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I shall refrain from saying the bad stuff. Why spoil my day by remembering it?
Dance aud!!! Hectic but it was kind of fun. Really made me reminisce on the time that I, was part of the throng that was trying desperately to remember the steps and do well. I guess I have come a long way, seeing that I could miraculously catch the contemporary aud dance and teach the group that was assigned to me simultaneously. [REG. I have NOT forgiven you!! Haha.]
Pleasantly surprised at the turnout.
Now, lets all take a pause and shout.
THERE ARE GUYS!!
Our cca is so pathetic. The many guys that got in eventually wander off to some other school. Those that got in this time better do well in their O's if not, maybe the whole exco will go and hunt them down. Mwahaha.
On to my grievances, I left school at around 10pm!! What made that worse was that I have an Econs test tomorrow that my teacher decided to surprise us by telling us this minute AND totally insignificant fact during TODAY'S tutorial. OH JOY.
I'm falling sick, and I think I'm running a fever. I have a love-hate relationship with this weather. My favourite weather, yet I don't fancy things that make me feel all uncomfortable inside.
The time where I can cover myself up in tons of comforters and wraps, drowning and relaxing in it without breaking a sweat. [Miracle, considering Singapore's hot climate]
Dancing today made me feel like I've not danced in ages and ages. When, in reality, it was not that long ago... I think. Auditions will be held next tuesday, and I am really excited. I hope those auditioning will be really good, and help bring the standard in WD up. On that note, saw the Hiphop and Contemporary item for busking today, and I was impressed by how 'drea improved. The contemporary item was mindblowing and really captured my attention. Dan really knows how to choose his music.
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As some of you would've known, I went for CIP @ Daybreak Childcare centre a few times during the holidays. They mistook Mel and I to be Japanese! Can you believe? And now I have another mission. To teach those children dances every fortnight, depending on my schedule. I guess this is where being in WD puts what I've gained in good use.
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School is REALLY hectic. Listened with shock on Ms Lim's departure, the content to be covered for Math and History... I am feeling the pressure. So much so that I finish every single piece of homework given on the day and try to do some revision.
The reason of my procrastination at this moment has no other meaning than the sole feeling to write about something after checking out the dance blog.
Similar to last year's, yet so different. I'm not looking forward to 2008. There's so many things to do and not much time.
Resolutions? Perhaps I have a teeny one.
Although, I hope I can follow it throughout the year.
Dancing in danceworks is really fun! Pressuring but still, fun. I wish I will be able to perform in Aristal. I wish we can go for the finals of danceworks. I wish I can ...
What's the point of wishing when all one has to do is try to achieve it? So I shall stop moaning.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
