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Thursday, February 28, 2008
History Sem!! Quite fun, loved those little puffs they gave us to eat! Best Role-Play! Happy for we managed to get one out of three awards. Although the poster is a tad ______. Haha!
Thanks especially to Mel, Jo, Mel's sister, Ms Oon and Ms Lim, the rest of the History Sem people, Jia Fang and more!
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Went for a talk about overseas university application today. Was a bit demoralized. Jo Lynn and I felt that we needed to beg or go homeless.
Ask our parents to kick us out and I shall stay at the construction site next to our school. Will have service with honour for I'll put brick upon brick for the new building -jolynn
We need a sob story! Or something to make our lives appear more interesting seeing that mine only revolves around family, cca and school!!
Because I feel absolute crap, I can emo all I want.
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I really was reconsidering how I viewed you, but I was so disappointed. Even though it hurt for a while, thank goodness dance made me forget and be happy again.
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Anyway, after that disappointment, and when my feelings were feeling perky again, I had to realize something that made me sad. Although, I personally think that 'sad' is not exactly the right word to describe how I felt. Therefore, I kind of wanted to start a research, analyzing the inadequacies of words to express emotions and how to identify them. This is with the knowledge that despite everything we experience is due to chemical changes in our body, I wish to figure out the emotions in the 'arts' POV.
Dearest Jade-d and I have set up a club. Its called the "Heck Care About V-Day Club!!!!"
The only wonderful thing about V-Day is the food! [I am not food crazy Kang Ming!] Seeing how I do not exactly fancy pink and all the lovey-dovey heart shaped things... I don't see why it is a day where many people around all go around goo-ing and gaa-ing. I don't think my cynicism stems from the lack of someone to spend it with, for I have so many people I love around me. Why must the declaration of love, be it friendly or otherwise, be only done on that day? Spontaneity is best I believe.
But I guess there is something to look forward to this V-Day. One of which is my uncle's birthday. Cake Alert!
Economics test tomorrow and I've just finished revising my notes. Had to rant about something so disgusting that I saw on the bus. 2 people making out in front of me. What made it more gross was that it was a crowded bus! It totally disturbed me since I was embracing my 'inner mugger spirit' and studying for Econs on the ride home. And when I took a break to rest my eyes... My eyes are scarred.
Oh well. It's nearing V-Day! Blame everything on the half-dressed invisible cupids floating around! Whoo! ... ... I just hope I do not get nightmares.
X-brother is my saviour! Mer too!
I totally forgot about CCA today and those two wonderful people came to my rescue.
Anyway, I was reading my previous posts and I remember why I said Magnus was an a**hole!!! Because he kept teasing about me and *cough*!!!!! ARGH!! I get angry even thinking about it now!! Haha.
EVERYBODY HAS BEEN LYING TO ME SINCE GOD KNOWS WHEN. AND I WAS AM RIGHT.
I AM ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE AT DANCING.
After watching the video of us practicing, I was so SO shocked. Wait. That's kind of an UNDERSTATEMENT. Have I always been dancing like that?!?!?!?! OH I'M SO GOING TO BRING FOD DOWN. WHICH I CAN'T AFFORD TO!!
Guess this means I've got to keep practicing non-stop till I correct every single mistake I made.
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Chinese New Year = hong bao + NEW YEAR COOKIES!!!! I think I may love the goodies more than the money. However, my mum has been telling me that I've been eating too much. I am so depressed now. So I guess I will just eat the 3 main meals daily, forgoing my breaks, teatime, supper etc. etc.
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I don't like shopping that much, but I HAVE NO NEW CLOTHES! Except for the dress that my aunt bought for me on my birthday, which I would probably not wear out EVER. But I guess I do not really have a choice here. I think I need to learn to like shopping.
On a more serious note, the Communist Revolution in China is so messy that I do not really know how to write the script for the play for History Seminar. Mugging during the holidays yet again.
My Current Favourite Song: So Close by Jon McLaughlin
This is the story about someone whose life only revolves around family, school and dance.
It was a cloudy day, and X was dancing yet again. Dance, mug, sleep and eat. That's all X does. One day, when X was going home after dance, J messaged her and asked her whether she was free. Yet again, X apologized and said she was really busy with many stuff on her hands. J then told X that she has no life and that she is always busy with something. Sorry J, but I think X feels that dance has to come first. Sometimes so much so that X has to study doubly late into the night so that she wouldn't be behind in her work.
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Went for lunch and 'Ke Ai Ji' with SW, Magnus, Zong, Xiaobai, Sophia and Jamie, and we had so much fun talking crap. Although I feel kind of guilty now so I shan't say much about what we talked about. Strained my right butt today! Haha. Hurt quite a bit till I could not do full out at all. I'm really sorry. Got drenched in the rain, eating a second lunch with my parents...
I confess. I went blog surfing to waste time. Argh. But anyway, I saw quite a few things that I wish I'll never ever see again. Say for example, photos of me on Mel and Tis' blog *cough*. Missing the 04 people so so much. Its like my life doesn't really include you guys anymore. Miss the times where Mel calls us her nehneh's and how we would dedicate songs to each other for the fun of it. Still love you guys loads though. I'll try to not be such a loner.
On a happier note, VACATION IS COMING!! [Let's just ignore the impending assignments and exams after CNY]
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
